was that a surprise!!!!!

Yesterday was really a tiry day.

From 08:30 in the morning to 03:30 we had to sit in the multimedia to attend the workshop of infochips!!

NOw, when I returned to the room ,my flat partners (supposedly my friends) eagerly tried to irritate me. When that thing fizzled out ,Prateek Singh my room partner came .

From 1 week ,we are managing in dark as our tubelight had some knid of disconnection prob.

I am an undeniably lazy person and never bothered to get that light repaired as it was managable in my friends rooms.

So, Prateek bought an electrician and got that light prob solved all the time chiding me.

Hah , who cares !!!!!!!

I slept and awoke at 08:30 pm owing to a CALL!!!!
It was none other than my father who was in ahmd.

He was going to came nadiad at my room in an hour.

So..SURPRISE !!!!!!!!

But no,this was meant to be anything but surprise.
I had to search each and every corner of my room to check taht no debonair or cosmo is present,ofcourse,Whatever I found,hidden them as warily as possible.

I told each and every friend ,not to use any colourfuul language.

I told sagar to reach sagar ,my junior, to reach the room as early as possible and clean it ,place every cloth in place and do all he can to make my room look like residence of human beings

Finally, I went to station and came back ,with papa and soni,my sister, to my room ,all the time my heart throbbing.

Finallly ,Papa saw the room ,seemed satisfied ,talkes a bit but college and other stuff and my room partner managed quiet well.

hush!!!
Papa woke in the morning ang went to surat with soni at 07:00 am.

Now,what if prateek hadn't repaired the light ? I had been killed!!!!

Sometimes the surprises occur so surprisingly that we get notime to be surprised. Right?

Couldn't get myself!!!!

Today ,one more debacle!!

But this time it is getting on my nerves.

Three days before,I was screwed in quant section of PCS and today it was LR & RC section of TCS .

BUT ,I still couldn't get the faut with me.
I don't think it will be fair ,if i say that I did'nt work hard and it will not be fair too if I say I worked very hard.
But ,what I kind understand is taht whether it was my work or luck that got the better of me.

One ques which particularly compelled me o believe this was this was this ques asked in LR
Q:- what shud a person conside the most while deciding his path?
1 ;- the 20 km bridge with 60 rs. toll
2:-the late fees he wil have tp pay i he is late in office
3:-the traffic condition
4:-the 10 km bridge with 100 rs toll
Also remember ,He is supposed to take care of the gasoline charge.

Now tell me ,am I the only one who was flummoxed by this question or tis question is meant to tell me that my luck is bent on hooking me?

The kind of frustration I am experiencing after losing TCS i can't express but I dunno who is going to help me if my luck is so severely bent on getting my hinged.
This experience was really a confidence buster.

Even many students with very weak english and from gujarati medium managed to clear this test .Is it not the game of luck???

Any ways ,I don't complain about them but I am really shattered after this horrendous experience and my dream of clearing CAT is really getting on my nerves.

Seems , I am a way behind and I will have to work much harder still to get my dreams.

From today ,I am going to work only on this saying,
"Destiny bows to them who defy it."

why am i blogging?

Well ,well,well

The very first reason I am starting this practise is that that this thing
is a very good medium for pssing my thoughts to all my buddies and a good way of retaining
my daily thougts and all the unforgettable moments in my life.

Their are many and many complexities in human nature ,totally unexpressible in words
and the more one tries to unravel them ,the more complicate they become and I am no exception to this complexity.

Here I am just trying to unravel my thought processes and hence ,trying to understand myself better.

From the past few weaks I have not been able to sleep well and the
tensions of placement , campus and finally Cat is becoming much burdensome on my small mind.

Today ,I woke up in the morning at just four a clock!!! and to my surprise their was
no sign of sleep after that in my eyes.
I tried to slep but failed at miserably .I read some stuff.
I am realising that I am too much tension ion my brain but something in my mind keeps
on telling me that when ever I take tension on my mind the result has always been positive
even in the most awkard circumstances and whenever I have been offhand,the results hav disastrous even in the most obvious times.
But still, calmness ,tranquility etc..is what elders say r tools to success and I am trying to
be more calm.


Well, I can guess how irritated one must be feeling after reading this innocuous post but I am feeling very much satisfied.

I'll try to post something more useful and delightful next time.
Bye ,ciao,adios.....